My Love

Is Tired.

It weighs
Heavy on my shoulders
It is
Depleted

You have come into my life
With an empty spoon
And carved out your helpings
Until you felt full
And left me...

A bowl of soggy ice cream: liquified
As though
Perhaps things went well
As though
Perhaps I can keep. on. giving.

But the truth is...

While you are oxygenated and fed and filled
I lie here
Naked and huddled and shaking
I cannot bring myself to eat
I cannot move from this blue room
I do not understand
I do not understand
I do not mean to make you...

Crave?

In the end, it's me left feeling guilty.
And you with the happy memories.