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July 15, 2019

On Co-Dependency

Tomorrow is my 39th birthday

I only want

A cake

And a gift.

The kind you wrap in paper and put a bow on top.

Like a little girl.

the kind of Duncan Hines cake that is yellow for no reason.

With chocolate icing.

I don't know if it is my favorite cake, but it is the kind my dad likes

And I always wanted to be like he was

He knew how to catch fireflies

And identify poison ivy

And roller skate

And bury our dogs in the yard when they were hit by cars

I wanted to grow up to be strong

Like that.

Strong enough to say what I wanted.

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